thanks for last year Ramadhan :)

assalamualaikum iz , iz sehat ? dah mkn ? mkn ubat ? sory kalau curi masa iz kjap . hope iz sudi baca . first of all , i'm sorry . :) iz ? thanks for last year Ramadhan . weird right ? but seriously , thank a lot . because let me be with you for celebrate first day of ramadhan with you . be with the man i loved . it's feel like abah was there with me , taking care of me . but i know this year , my ramadhan is not the same as last year . last year , i had my mom , i had you . but this year , i lost my mom and i lost you dear. ya , my heart breaks like mirror  . ya , i know that you can't forgive me ,ya your mouth say you forgive me , but your heart say " IT'S REVENGE TIME !!! " ya , i know that . but dear , i still love you , there no other in my heart . only you , but if you really don't love me anymore , just be honest with me , don't be a stupid boy ! just say you love me , but in your heart you hate me .. just don't be with me if only your promises to take care of me when my dad died ! i want you to love me who i am .. not by your promise ! because my heart hurt enough when you said to your friend that you never love me .. it's hurt so damn bad ! i know i'm not perfect as any girl , beautiful as other girl . all i have is my bad attitude ! i'm sorry for all i've done at you .

sincere ,
anna